I want to live the way i was made... yet it seems so far away...
I care enough to bring trouble to myself... yet i feel like I am the only one...
Through His faithfulness and righteousness i jumped over an hurdle... yet there always seem to be another one...
The more i want to be selfless... the more selfish i become...
When i prayed for more understanding... the more i don't understand...
I feel like a prisoner for Christ... yet i am still a prisoner of my desires...
I do not want anyone to trouble me... yet i care too much
When i am upset... i am seen as overreacting...
I know nothing is perfect... but i am sick of not seeing perfection in anything...
I am tired.
I am weary.
I am frustrated.
I want to beat up somebody.
I am not moltivated.
I want to... cry.
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remember! remember the feelings before becoming a Christian! how you were looking for God. how you were searching for the 'truth'. how you kept your eyes open for whatever things that HE has to offer. how you chose to follow him, even though you are not sure whether it's the right thing to do. remember that becoming a Christian is just the beginning. KEEP THAT PASSION UP! You are unique, even if nobody in the world is standing beside you, but with God (who created the world) who CHOOSES to stand beside you and be your friend, WHO CAN BE AGAINST YOU?!? Take heart! my friend. Remember... Remember your first love! Remember how GOOD it feels to have FOUND GOD. Remember how GOOD it feels to have GOD reign in your life. REMEMBER!
- from your alcoholic UW friend (ALEXMUIR)
being broken is only the first painful step of being built up again.
wait on the Lord. He has so much more for you.
hey babe. something i learned in service on sunday... when you struggle with something, we often focus on trying to fight/stay away from that stuff (ie selfishness), but we're still fight with our own strength, ya dig? ya feel? we'll get together soon.
oh and something else i learned sunday... i love girls that move well (ie... secondbasegirl)
and is the anonymous person grace ma?
is it???? YEA?!??!
I dun think so. She goes to Western. I dun even remember if she went to alexmuir lol.
happy bday!
remember to respect nurses cos we (unfortunately...) have to clean up after u guys have too much BEER. and we're nursing sophies now :D
*switch back to xanga >.<
happy bday gavo =) heh...don't drink too much now! wish u all the best...see u soon la~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
sorry i was late guy.. i knwo you're always on time for mine.. so...mah bad... ill buy you a drink.. or better yet.. ill jus bartend for you one night ^^
see you soon guy.. peace
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