Let it go.

It seems like many troubles in my life will just go away if I could just let it go.

If u read this you caught me at a very bad time...

The four year wait has just begun.

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I haven't blogged in a while. However, after the World Cup final, I suddenly have the urge to express my opinion on the most watched event of the world...

So here goes!

Best Game - Germany defeated Argentina (1:1, PSO 4:2)

This quarterfinal game saw Germany came back to scored with only ten minutes remaining. There was entertaining drama and fantastic soccer. In the end, everyone was crying for Argentina.

Ugliest Game I - Australia tied Croatia (1:1)

With so much at stake, both teams were going all out. Sparks were flying and tension was in the air. By the last minutes of the game, every player was pushing and shoving. One Croatian player even got three yellow cards before he got sent off the field.

Ugliest Game II - Portugal defeated Netherlands (1:0)

If you have seen this game, I don't have to say much. This game seemed to involved elementary school kids trying to cheat when their gym teacher wasn't watching. There were too many injuries that six minutes were added in the end. Worst game hands down.

Most Disappointing Game - Australia defeated Japan (3:1)

As an Asian, naturally I would love to support my fellow Asians. However, watching Japan conceded three goals in the last eight minute of the game, I could only blame that the Japanese team is just too short.

Most Boring Game - Argentina tied Netherlands (0:0)

Billed as the most anticipated game in the preliminary. However, with the best players being substituted and both teams qualified for the next round, this game hardly lived up to its name.

Biggest Upset - Sweden tied Trinidad and Tobago (0:0)

Shame on you, Larsson, Ibrahimovic, and Ljungburg for not able to score against the Soca Warriors.

Biggest Flop - France defeated Brazil (1:0)

The Dream Team has gone down. Brazil losing in soccer is equivalent to Canada losing in hockey or China losing in... um... ping pong? You get the point.

Best team - France

I'm a French Fan, so they're getting my vote no matter what. Being overshadowed by their terrible performance four years ago, they still managed to go all the way to the final game. It's funny that eight years after their 98' victory, I'm still seeing the same French players on the field. They must be exhausted and no wonder Zidane went nuts and started headbutting other players. Nevertheless, they are still the coolest team in my eyes.

Worst team - Saudi Arabia

They suck. Period.

Most Pleasant Surprise I - Ghana advancing to second round.

A typical African team, Ghana was quick with the ball and made many powerful shots. Upsetting the Czech gave new life to this somewhat lack lustre World Cup Tournament.

Most Pleasant Surprise II - Francessco Totti's new hair cut

This Italian player's usual long rugged hair became history. Current his clean new look got many people talking. Too bad it was his look and his ankle injury that stood out and not his usual flair with the ball.

Most Unpleasant Surprise - Ukraine advancing to the quarterfinals.

Andriy Shevchenko does not equal to 11 people. Enough said. They don't deserve to be there.

Most Overrated Team - England

Everyone loves England. They always grab the attention from the media. Well, they never got mine. The way they played was somewhat disappointing, especially they were very confident that this was their year. Never did they have the performance to back up that claim. Rooney, overrated. Lampard, overrated.

Best Jersey - Cote D'Ivoire

A slightly lighter orange than the one on the Dutch Jersey, the whole outfit seemed sharp but not overly expressive.

Worst Jersy - Croatia

It must have taken a lot of national pride for the Croatian to put this jersey on.

New Found Favourite Player - Kaka (Brazil)

He may seem like your average geek but he's no geek when it comes to handing a soccer ball. He's an amazing attacking midfield.

Can't wait til South Africa 2010!

Frenzy

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In the middle of exam weeks and World Cup games, I manage to stay sane. Update you guys with posts and emails once exams are over : )

Housemates Fun

Housemate #1

HM #1: Hey, you're here!
HM #2: Ya, nice to see you.
HM #1: You're here for dinner with Gavin?
HM #2: ???
HM #1: Oh I forgot. You live here.

Housemate #2

HM #2: Gavin, do you know how to use conditioner?
Me: I don't really use them. I just use 2 in 1.
HM #2: Freakin guy, I dunno how to use it.
Me: Why all of a sudden you need to use conditioner?
HM #2: 'Cause the lady's back from her trip. I need to look good. (he said it with a straight face.)
Me: ... alrite then, I guess you need to be a pretty boy to impress her.
HM #2: Hey! I used to be a pretty boy when I was younger, now I got big (muscles).
Me: You'll always be a pretty boy. Hope you can read.

Me: (made fun of HM #2 and his girlfriend)
HM #2: Gavin, you know what?
Me: What?
HM #2: You're the b____ of the house.
Me: (jaw dropped)

Housemate #3

HM #3: I'll be productive this summer!
Me: Good for you!

(10 seconds later)

HM #3: zzz...


The above situations might be a little bit exaggerated but... nah... close enough.

French Open Heat

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Rafael Nadal, the beast of the tennis world today, has just won his 56th match on clay surface today and further extend his record today. Federer is still my favourite player, but I do want Nadal's biceps.

Exams coming up real soon...

Challenged

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Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you.

~Romans 12:3~

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Two weeks ago was the annual Campus Challenge held by AFC. I had a good time. The program, events, and workshops did not, however, contribute to most of my memorable experience. It was the simplest things that hit the mark: small sharings and reflection. Definitely an humbling experience...

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I have always been known for giving 150% of my time to KCCF. Every single day of my life at Queen's was pretty much devoted to serving in KCCF. "Faith without deeds is dead", as I would always tell my fellow brothers and sisters. Never was I once believed that I should slow down and stay still. I thought I was doing the right thing and I was giving my best to bring God's Kingdom closer. It was during the past two years of serving that I became obsessed with the sucess from each ministry and the support received from my brothers and sisters. Proving to everyone that I can be involved in ministries just like everyone else became my goal of serving.

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I have finally realized what my flaws have been for the past few years. Many actions that I took not only made myself more bitter and negative but also hurt many of my fellow brothers and sisters. I felt shattered and empty. Broken. However, being broken is one thing. Letting Christ to raise me up from all these broken pieces of me is a complete different matter. I have been struggling with self defeat from day to day basis. I haven't been able to truely look past my inadequacies and strive forward as a renewed person. This kind of negativity led to unrest in my soul. That completely contradicts the meaning of believing in the power of cross, the message of Jesus Christ, and the promise of eternal life. As a result, peace and joy in Christ seem out of reach.

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This is definitely a challenge to my perseverence in my Holy living. Please pray for me.

I saw myself on TV...

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As the second season of Grey's Anatomy came to an end last night, I suddenly realize for the whole time I was watching myself in that show. In the midst of all the drama, I have found my alter ego in that show... I am George O'Malley.

Here are the similarities:

- I tend to be nervous around my authorities.
- Though I don't live with girls, I hang out with them a lot.
- I get nervous and shy around girls whom I have crush on.
- Many other guys see me as a wussy. haha
- I am not very confident about my work, even though I know my stuff.
- I suck at saying "I love you".
- Women like Dr. Bailey and Christina can control my life.
- I used to be chubby.

I am George. Hurray.

Unplugged Addiction

I am officially addicted to unplugged games. Just knowing that there's an opportunity to play a board game can give me adrenaline rush. Today was supposed to be my school work day. Instead, I played 2 games of settlers and 2 games of Puerto Rico and each game lasted at least 2 good hours.

It was Benissa who got me hooked on games in the beginning. As smart as I may look, I am never good at strategy games. Outsmart, outwit, and outlast other players was something I do. However, as long as I am having fun, I don't mind losing (I didn't win today, as I was helplessly outwitted by edmond everytime).

Here is the list of my games:

Bang! Card Games and Bang! Dodge City Expansion - $30

The Settlers of Catan - $45

Tigris & Euphrates - $75

Ticket to Ride - $65

Puerto Rico - $60

Carcassonne and Carcassonne Expansion: Inns and Cathedrals - $60

A Month worth of Apartment Rent = Endless Fun - Priceless

Come visit me so we can play!!!

A 2-hour Haircut

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I was trying to smile in every picture but there were hair in my shorts and they itched really bad.

At least the haircut's free : )

For the love of the game

As a big fan of tennis, I have always paid close attention to professional tennis players. How good they are. What raquets they use. What country they represent. What they wear.

What they wear? Yes, what they wear. Not every tennis player can be Anna Kournikova who always look glamorous on and off court. (She's barely on the court now.) But definitely, there are somethings you just can't wear.

Introducing Dominik Hrbaty, the #1 male tennis player from Slovakia. He believes that he can pull off wearing a pick shirt.


Looks all right on him. However, he also believes that holes on shirts can be a good ventilation for the body on a hot summer day in Australia.


There's nothing more disturbing than a male tennis player wearing a pink shirt with butterfly holes on the back. For the love of the game, please fill in the holes, Mr Hrbaty.

Gavo's Back

Today I have felt the urge of blogging, so... I'm gonna blog more now! From now on, there'll be a new post every other day, hopefully...

So today I was bored to my mind (even though I have a big test on cranial anatomy tomorrow), so I was scrolling through my cell phone and found a lot of "interesting" pictures...

Avocado Sushi

My 20th Birthday

This picture is gonna get me anything I want.

Sister eating ice cream

Um...

Pat and Dan must love their McD's

Um... um...

Mike is not very... photogenic.

Kevin is very photogenic.

Ashamed

It takes a man to apologize. It takes a bigger man to let go of his sins, shame, and guilt, and strive forward to becoming a true man of God.

At this moment, I am trying to be the bigger man.

It's Over.

Cell group "Fried Tofu" has officially been disbanded last night at Dairy Queen. Originally we were going to White Mountain but the weather was not very cooperative. After we all got our blizzards, cones, and what not, we sat down and shared about our sentimental feelings (or lack there of). Everyone shared how the cell group has impacted their lives and confessed to everyone about things we felt towards each other when we first met. It was funny how at the beginning of the year they thought I was an international student from Hong Kong who was also loud, weird, and fruity, and now they are more confirmed on that fact. In many ways I will miss this cell group from the bottom of my heart even though insults and unbearably dry comments were thrown at me every single minute we have cell group meetings and Bible Studies.

Struggles were definitely there. How was I supposed to glue everyone together when no one knew anyone in the cell group at the beginning of the year? How can I make them care for each other and see each other as "a friend"? Looking at last night's meeting, I know very well that I really didn't have to do anything. God took care of it. Even though I was called to be a cell group leader, many things are out of my hands. However, I was guilty of not praying enough for this cell group, as I was bothered by many other ministries in which I was involved. "If only I have done more, things could have been better...", I always told myself. But I have to thank God for every single Fried Tofu there is. It is through all these struggles that I could catch a glimpse of God's love installed in all your hearts. It may be the end of the year but it is only the beginning of something much greater. I have no doubts that God will glue us closer together in the upcoming years. This is my prayer for you guys.

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

~Romans 15:13

Fried Tofu 05/06, thanks for the ride.

Cell Group Convo Series #3

Cell group's last Bible Study Night:

Me: Alrite, we're done with the Bible Study... Let's take a group picture...
Queenie: Ya! Let's take it!
Everyone else: (murmured) ok...
Me: How do we do this? hm...
Gid: I wanna be the center piece.
Queenie: You're always the center piece...
Me: Alrite I'm setting the timer. GET READY.

Zap!


Steph: I think the cell group leaders should be in the center for the next one.
Me: (Since I love being in the spot light) sure! (pressed camera)

zap!

Me: Oops... I forgot to set the timer.
Jo: Can you do anything right?

Insults came flying at me...

Me: Ok I'll take it again... READY...

I ran full speed to the designated spot, tripped over couple desks and chairs along the way.

zap!

Queenie: This time let's take a serious one. One that looks normal.
Me: Ok let's do this...

zap!

Me: I forgot to set the timer again...

Everyone rolled his/her eyes.

Me: This one's gonna be the money shot. READY...

I jumped over the desk on which the camera is and tripped over it. Camera got rotated to the left...

Queenie: Everyone hurried and run to your right!

Mad scramble...

zap!

Queenie: Gavin you jerk. You better get this right or else...

zap!

Me: I forgot the...

Queenie: (speechless)... ok one more...

zap!

Everyone looking at the picture...

Steph: Gavin, I think you are just not photogenic. You look kinda... how do I say this... a little...

Queenie: You big head is in everyone way! We need another picture. That one's ugly.

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And so we gave up taking a perfect normal lovey dubey picture.

Cell Group Members "slandering each other" Pose

Exaggerated Girly Pose

Gangsta Pose (Gideon and Stephen ruined it)

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More cell group wrapping up to follow.